I'm Sorry Everyone...

A few days ago, I said good bye to everyone, I was seriously considering suicide. Tho there is a problem with me... I'm terrified of death, but as my friend Sean put it, that is a perfect combo because I will plan it, think it and get it all ready, but I will never go through with it, which I guess he is right. I'm just going through so much shit and I cannot handle it. I just don't know what to do. I'm really sorry to anyone I scared or hurt. I'm very very sorry, I just thought it would be the better choice at the time because I'm tired of being a burden to everyone.